You should be with somebody who makes you forget what it felt like to be sad.
Being a high achiever then slipping into a non-functional depression
I’m so sorry it was hard for you to break up with me. I’m so sorry, that it was hard for you to sit on the same couch you told me you loved me on, and then told me you don’t want me anymore. I’m so sorry it was hard for you to break me heart. I’m so sorry that you have to see my fucking face all day. I’m so sorry you wasted 1 year of my life on something that means nothing. I’m so sorry I fell in love with you and that it was the most painful thing in your life to tell me that I don’t make you happy. I’m so fucking sorry.
You fucking asshole.
Before you say yes, get him angry. See him scared, see him wanting, see him sick. Stress changes a person. Find out if he drinks and if he does, get him drunk - you’ll learn more about his sober thoughts. Discover his addictions. See if he puts you in front of them. You can’t change people, baby girl. If they are made one way, it doesn’t just wear off. If you hate how he acts when he’s out of it now, you’re going to hate it much worse eight years down the road. You might love him to bits but it doesn’t change that some people just don’t fit
inkskinned, “My father’s recipe for the man I should marry” (via partygirlmeltdown)